It was around 4am when I was playing videogames with friends and decided to go to the bathroom, and there was my mom awaken again. She has been talking about how sleep deprivation would make her closer to the "Animus" something she learned at the church she started going to. I never really cared too much, after my dad's death 2 years ago she has been in all sort of things. Christianism, Hinduism, Buddhism, quantum spirituality, reiki and I don't know what else. At this point I think her god is just the dopamine novelty brings to her.

But this one made her actually strange. She told me the church's name is "CONSCIENCIA" and it's centered in the consciousness as God or something like that. Whatever makes her happy to be honest. I don't mind at all. I told her to go to sleep, but she refuses to do so, because sleeping is a weakness from the body and she must to do everything she wouldn't naturally do to change her soul and reach that "Animus".

I mean it makes sense, if you start doing the opposites of everything you do you will change but that can also brings you some kind of brain damage if you stay 4 days sleep deprived, I'm pretty sure that's a torture method or something.

Weird things have been happening in my house too, suddenly my dog was gone. She said she donated to a friend. Which is weird because I don't remember her having friends, probably another nut person from her church. It's obviously weird. And to make it worse she started bringing cats at home just to "donate" them later.

After some time I just fell asleep and went to the bathroom. When I opened the door, I gasped in horror and immediately ran away, when I came back to look again to check my sanity it was exactly what I thought: The bathroom was FULL of frogs and snakes. And to make it worse all the snakes were swallowing the frogs so it looked like one bizarre thing.

My mom officially lost her mind, when I questioned her about that she wouldn't stop talking about overcoming your fears by exposing yourself to them. Well of course, but you do that in a therapist center or something not in your fucking HOUSE. After that I left the house, stayed the night in a friend's home until she would clean up everything.

When I came back, something incomprehensible and horrific unfolded before me, something my mind could not contain.

That smell, I will never forget. Putrid, disgusting, metallic. My whole room covered in blood, I was paralyzed looking at that. I just faint in that whole moment, blood is one of my phobias so I just entered in shocked. It was so much blood, I woke up paralyzed, if blood covering my blood. I could feel it drying on my skin and the smell made everything worse. While there, still in shock, I could see my mom looking at me now. She opened her arms and said: "You are free now, son." she's the only one that knows about my phobia. I trusted her in the past, of course, as a kid why wouldn't I? I just remember blacking out again.